I’m tired…
As of this sem, I think I’ve been burned out. Somehow I don’t want to study anymore (although the org is another thing). I think I lost the drive. They say 3rd year really is a phase where you suddenly lose interest.
I’m taking 21 units this sem (which is actually a lot for UP students), juggling my time between the org (where I’m an officer), academics, and my volunteer stint for the UP press.
I’m burned out and I have this urge to flunk all my exams and papers then go on AWOL. Haha…Perhaps I’m in one of my depression phases.
Last night I wanted to get drunk but I had to finish this article for Ma’am Chua’s class and so I still went out with friends but only drank one bottle of beer. We went home at around 11pm and I slept around 2am… I haven’t finished it yet… Perhaps if this goes well I’ll feel good enough to be in this course.
