Lucid Nightmares

Let’s stop blogging kasi wala namang nagcocomment sa blog ko dito sa friendster…hmph….

Tinatamad na tuloy ako…

Ciao!

Since I have no originality I decided to copy and do Dana’s post:

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea - not really a storm but there was lightning
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights.
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne - i get drunk with just about anything
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day - burgis accent, and my friends weren’t amused
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales dolphins, but that doesn’t count
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them - yeah pag sa canteen or casaa
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero - i did it for class
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60.
Posed nude in front ofstrangers
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud -eww
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business - i sold stickers when i was around 11 i think
68. Fallen in love and not had your
heart broken - i can actually feel not heart broken if ever love wasn’t
returned…i always think positive
69. Toured ancient sites - pwede ba corregidor and stuff?
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch - but i burnt it
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage - a lot when i was younger (CCP-ballet, and other school stuff)
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Had a one-night stand
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house - pwede ba pollypocket house?
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently -err…anglish and filipino?
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking–neven if there was someone looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large
publication - I won in an essay contest won and although I didn’t see
it, my teacher saw it published in one of the summit magazines
106. Lost over 100 pounds - if i lose 100 pounds there would be nothing left of me!
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback - my bestfriend back then
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart - ooh sorry
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone - sprain lang naman
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad -I’m reading it now
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read - a lot
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without
sharing a common spoken language. - when I tutored my korean
students…they’re so nice and will baby talk count?
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone’s life

45 over 150…not bad for me.

It has been a while since I last visited cyberspace. Life is uneventful
at the moment so I guess I’ll tell you something that happened a long
time ago…

I never thought that one of my fairytales would ever come true but it
did. And it happened at the time that I was not aware that it was
happening. Someone just told me some time ago that it had happened. But
as reality is still existent, there was no happily ever after. But then
I am left with a beautiful memory..that once in my life something good
happened.

Originally I was going to write a very bitter and sad entry…after
reading Memoirs of a Geisha (finally I had time…haven’t even finished
reading the red book), I was in one of my gloomy spells
again…sigh…love stories always remind me of something that I don’t
have. But I’m content with my life. Actually I’m probably more well-of
than people who have what I’ve been missing. Oh well…you can’t have
everything - as the saying goes.

Let me tell you about another story:

The Bastard

He texted me months ago about something he needed to know. Wow…old
classmates (not friends) really have a habit of texting only when they
need something. Anyway, I couldn’t help him so i said I didn’t know.
Then he texted me again to ask another thing. The subject of course is
something I’d rather forget and I find it distasteful to dwell in -
maybe it seems that I’m the closest friend for this info but I can’t be
farther than ever. Oh well this time I didn’t reply.
Now last night I was having a happy mood so I decided to waste my load
and send quotes to my classmates who I have not talked to for a long
time. Note that this was very late in the evening.
The next day I woke up quite early to find an sms..and he asked who I
was… really bastards never change. They only know you and your number
when they need help. The End.

Ciao!

We cyber refugees are really something..at first I asked myself if i am one of those…maybe I am because I find peace in writing posts that reveal myself too much to people I sometimes don’t really know.

Well I have been successful in my one-day enrollment. Yes! I reaslly am so lucky when it comes to the random CRS.

Oh well now I’m stuck here at UP with nothing to do…carrying a bag of belongings and an umbrella that I have not yet returned to my friend. Really, I’m such a user at times but well I let myself be used too.

I just finished writing a story yesterday, non-fic so it is not fit to be posted here. I’m sure you guys will know what I’m talking about. I am always surprised at my brashness in writing. I don’t seem to mind revealing everything that I feel…even the sinful ones. I guess I am using myself to find solace in writing.

I reflect too much. That has always been my major flaw. Oh well. If you have time send me a message.  It gets quite lonely at times in my world.

Hmm..bakit ganon! 2.25 ako sa Comm!!!! Panira…

I have to see Ma’am Evidente about this…

Well…sa pagkakaalam ko kailangan 1-1.45 para mag university scholar… pano yan 1.4583 ako.. hmm…rinaround off ba yan?

Hay..well GC (grade conscious) pa rin ako in the end..pero pag hindi na kaya hindi na..hindi dapat pilitin ang hindi na kaya…

Masaya naman ako na hindi pa ko bumabagsak. At take not never ako naging ultra GC. May limit naman ang pagkaGC ko. lalo na pag nakakaapekto sa sanity ko.

Reply to Edree: Duh he’s already married and has a child…but he is cute and a little chubby. Nevermind him. He’s kind of a family friend. He has a computer shop around Cavite. He’s way out of our age range.

As you can see in my photographs..I had my hair cut to its well somehow normal layered short bob. But now my hair is not that straight anymore and it keeps on having fly aways…so now its style is well something like that..not bad actually…its as if I brushed it outward. But its too high maintenance unlike my pseudo-long hair which I just have to comb and dry.

Grrr…..I hate it…hope it grows back.

Hmph…Dad is having one of his anger spells…I had to stir away for him for awhile.. I mean he’s been scolding me the whole day. As if everything I do is wrong. So now I’m at my cuz’s house…

He has issues that he needs to settle.

P.S. Why is it that my blog is published 2 times? Are you guys having the same problems (friendster I mean).

Reply to Edree: Duh he’s already married and has a child…but he is cute and a little chubby. Nevermind him. He’s kind of a family friend. He has a computer shop around Cavite. He’s way out of our age range.

As you can see in my photographs..I had my hair cut to its well somehow normal layered short bob. But now my hair is not that straight anymore and it keeps on having fly aways…so now its style is well something like that..not bad actually…its as if I brushed it outward. But its too high maintenance unlike my pseudo-long hair which I just have to comb and dry.

Grrr…..I hate it…hope it grows back.

Hmph…Dad is having one of his anger spells…I had to stir away for him for awhile.. I mean he’s been scolding me the whole day. As if everything I do is wrong. So now I’m at my cuz’s house…

He has issues that he needs to settle.

1. Damn our pc is busted…we’ve already replaced the motherboard..now Charles (the technician) says there’s a virus..that’s after we brought the pc back home and I inserted my mom’s disk…Tsk tsk..We’ll have it by next week (I think I’ll die!)

2. binura ko ang #2 dahil baka mabasa ng people involved. Bawal itong malaman

3. Me reading more and more books…paradiso!! And book sale will be having a wel…book sale for nov and dec…I’m such a sucker for such bargain books…Hmm…I think I’ll accumulate enough to finally fill my remaining shelves.. Then hopefully I’ll buy a new bookcase I am sooo happy.

Guess that’s all…hmmm

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I’m trying to pig out and gain some weight…but still…5 pounds short my target weight.

Ciao!

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1. Damn our pc is busted…we’ve already replaced the motherboard..now Charles (the technician) says there’s a virus..that’s after we brought the pc back home and I inserted my mom’s disk…Tsk tsk..We’ll have it by next week (I think I’ll die!)

2. A "something" my friend told me…I want everyone to know but I can’t really say it…I mean less than 5 people know that’s such an accomplishment…huhu…don’t know what to do. Why now? It’s too late. But then I’m happy to finally get confirmation. Hmmm…. I still can’t tell.

3. Me reading more and more books…paradiso!! And book sale will be having a wel…book sale for nov and dec…I’m such a sucker for such bargain books…Hmm…I think I’ll accumulate enough to finally fill my remaining shelves.. Then hopefully I’ll buy a new bookcase I am sooo happy.

Guess that’s all…hmmm

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I’m trying to pig out and gain some weight…but still…5 pounds short my target weight.

Ciao!

Add nyo nga pala ako sa multiply nyo: abysmalreverie.multiply.com