Lucid Nightmares

I’ve been typing this for the past hour:

1.      The PHYSICIAN shall perform certain, pre-determined anti-aging and hormone therapy procedures on a mutually agreed upon, pre-determined schedule which the PHYSICIAN agrees to follow.

2.      The PHYSICIAN may be called upon to perform follow-up care and/or manage surgical complications related to such procedures.

Yeah I know..I really need to get a life…well I’m just being a flexible secretary to all of my relatives. I remember typing a 20 paged agreement as such for my cousin. Well I don’t ask for payment but they give me cash. Not bad…I don’t really need it but hey…thanks. There was this one time when I was in high school and I made a book report for my cuz coz she was busy. My my…my first encounter with Chinua Achebe. That’s all for now..have to continue writing.

I’ve been typing this for the past hour:

1.      The PHYSICIAN shall perform certain, pre-determined anti-aging and hormone therapy procedures on a mutually agreed upon, pre-determined schedule which the PHYSICIAN agrees to follow.

2.      The PHYSICIAN may be called upon to perform follow-up care and/or manage surgical complications related to such procedures.

Yeah I know..I really need to get a life…well I’m just being a flexible secretary to all of my relatives. I remember typing a 20 paged agreement as such for my cousin. Well I don’t ask for payment but they give me cash. Not bad…I don’t really need it but hey…thanks. There was this one time when I was in high school and I made a book report for my cuz coz she was busy. My my…my first encounter with Chinua Achebe. That’s all for now..have to continue writing.

Life is boring..somehow I miss being back in the University…

Miss you guys! See yah soon on november!

Now what? Nothing.

I have this infinite sadness inside me that I cannot write about nor express. I try but there really are no words for it.

Parties with old high school classmates is like alcohol for me, specially when there’s dancing. I get this intoxicating feeling of floating and just feeling good. But just minutes after of the day after, I just stare into oblivion and feel…so lonely. I feel so worn out. Its worse than hang-over. Actually hang-over should not be called "hang-over" - it’s more of a punishment. It tells us that there is really no pure and lasting joy. Happiness is but a fleeting ghost - unlike pain which lingers on for years.

Its sem break and debut season…2 which I have to go to and 1 which I bailed out…sad…anyways I’m here at a comp. shop again… My CPU, printer and MP# player is busted…sigh. My dad’ll have it fixed. For now I’m happy doing nothing…when I get bored I’ll pick up the new book I’ve been reading (cool…Irish revolution) or my newly bought "red book".

Bye for now!!!

And I feel bad about evanescence…

Home

We’re coming home again

Home

We’re coming home again

- Green Day

Exactly at lunch time I’ll be back in Cavite…At last! And for good! yes!

Have you seen MCRs new video, Welcome to the Black Parade? I swear its my ultimate favorite..damn the lyrics are so good… I’ll replace basketcase now and put a copy of MCR aka The Black Parade (Their alterego for the new album).

When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" 

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Fashion	Women	Men
Hair	Feathered Hair Rave, tons of it Stick-up bangs Multicolored Crimped Side Ponytails Ultra-Teased Platinum Blonde Glitter	Rainbow Mohawks Long & Layered Slightly Teased Long Frizzy w/Bangs Curly
Face	Vivid Makeup Light Pink Lips Glitter Colored Mascara Blue Eyeshadow Beauty Moles	Punk Piercings Ray-Bans Glasses
Skirts &                 Jackets	Off-Shoulder Shirts 3/4 Sleeves Crop Top Primary Colors Pink Sweater Sweater on Waist Neon Matching Socks Thick Belts Long T-Shirts Mini                     Skirts	Rock Band Shirts Black & Neon Leather                     or Jean Jackets Chains on Leather Rolled Sleeves Pastels Sleeveless                     Shirts Ocean                     Pacific T-Shirts
Legs	Tight Stonewashed Jeans Zippered Legs 3/4 Length Legging Legwarmers Scrunch                     Socks Exercise Gear Super Tight Minis Colored Hose w/Rips Spandex	Tight Leather Pants Bright Colors Spandex Tight Stonewashed Jeans Jammers Parachute Pants Corduroy                     Pants
Accessories	Clock Necklaces Friendship Stuff Many Swatches Swatch Protectors Plastic Charms Hoop Earrings Slouch Sock High Tops Puff Paint Safety Pins Beads Slap Bracelets Rubber Bracelets Jellies Big Hair Bows	Braces With Color Rubberbands Croc Dundee Hats Rhinestone Glove Brimmed Hats Neon Book Covers Hightops Trapper Keepers
Necessary                  Brands	Ocean Pacific Banana Republic Reebok LA Gear Liz Claiborn Keds Esprit Gap	Jordache Guess Kaepa Izod Ralph Loren Vans Adidas
Fashion	Women	Men

Ayan ha…ideas lang

Oo nagagwa ko pang magsulat ng blog kasi ito ang stress reliever ko…

Sa kasalukuyan ay sinisearch ko ang corporation act sa www.chanrobles.com Magandang resource ang website na ito…akaso kulang. Pero mas madami naman itong mabibigay kaysa sa gov websites.

Ewan ko ba kung bakit nagsusulat pa rin ako eh madami pa kong gagawin. Ang panget ng keyboard dito…Sige babalik na ko sa pagreresearch. Sa wednesday uuwi na ko sa Cavite, sa wakas! Home sick na ko! Halos 2 linggo din akong naburo dito…

Just to let you know that I’m still alive…though I’m scared to death about what will happen to my unfinished papers. I’m cramming one right now….

BTW, wala pang tulog dahil sa induction ng org, hindi sa pagsusulat, di ako ganun ka-adik.

As finals approach and I cram my papers…I have decided to start working on my own site…currently trying multiply out … wish I had the time…

Uh…ok too busy…bye